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*** |n +he |m@ge 0f Me ***••●ஐ тнαήķѕ ғόя đяόρρίήģ ίи, ςόмέ вάςķ ş∞ή ஐ●•• December 08 Yes yes time fliesWell it seems time flies and yet another few months have passed... i spent some time reading over this old blog of mine and besides the pictures its quite funny what a person keeps writing of.
In meanwhile not a lot has changed in my life appart from different partner and different appartment to live in.
My job remained the same and most of my friends aswell altho i am finding myself a lot more busy these days then
i was before.
The Christmas season is comming on and as such i try to make new resolutions for the comming year.
2 years ago i quit smoking and still keep it up exept for the occassionaly drag of Tom (one of my friends)
cigarettes.
Last year the resolution was to loose weight and that i managed and became at least a lovely 6 kilo's lighter.
(Yet still to much to my idea hehe.. )
So i am pondering now what is next.
Next year i become 30 years old and i think its about time i loose my wild hairs and start thinking about a real family.
But it takes two for that resolution to come through and at this moment my mind is clouded with doubts and what if's
So i dont think its something i'll be tormenting my toughts with.
Instead maybe this year i'll try to save some money in case the stars deside that it is time for that family after all *winks*
Yup i think that will just have to be it. .. oh and on top... maybe for a change spend some more time on my friends and family.
Cause they are the best i can imagine... and truely i have been a lousy person that blames my lack of time on work when really
its just me starting to look more like a hermit then a young person...
Oh and maybe in this next few days and year i will also pick up writing down my dreams again... man i had some crazy dreams
*giggles reading the previous posts again*
*blows out the candle* July 13 long time no seeSeemingly this space still exists and i added some new pictures of the last time friend of mine and me ofcourse went out to take pictures for a steampunk magazine.
Likeing the new trend a lot i desided to order my own set of goggles and some other goodies to go with the outfit.
At the moment i am preparing to get out of my old appartment to move to a new one and will put up some pictures of it once its done.
Looking for some lovely ideas for the wall painting. So far the color sceme is dark grey, light grey and orange so any idea's what to do with it are welcome :p
June 27 For you"Run"
I'll sing it one last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing that's right In all I've done And I can barely look at you But every single time I do I know we'll make it anywhere Away from here Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say To think I might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbye I nearly do Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say Slower slower We don't have time for that All I want is to find an easier way To get out of our little heads Have heart my dear We're bound to be afraid Even if it's just for a few days Making up for all this mess Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
By Snow Patrol June 18 Stray cat in my housetoday i was just happily talking on the net when all of a sudden i hear this big "Thump" on the floor next to me
and what i saw was this cute orange tabby cat that had jumped down from my window into my appartment.
it scared the hell out of me and since i had no idea if it was going to be nice or a bad cat i didn treally dare to get near it.
But as soon as i called out to it it came rushing to me and started to bump his head against my hand to get attention and be petted.
I gave him some milk *evil grin*
I know i am not alowed to have cats in my place but hey whats a now and then visitor going to harm eh?
My friend and I desided to call him Oliver :)
And here is his picture :) June 16 What i want to doThere are words on my mind i now dare not say
words that could bring us both heartacke and pain
Not long ago they made us both so happy
not long ago they made you cry
Today i would scream from the roof tops
I would write them in the stars
Maybe i will fold them into a letter
Seal them with a kiss
Lay them on a whisper
Blowing in the wind
And when my heart can no longer keep inside
What i have locked away for now in my mind
I will let go of those words
Not care if it hurts
I will let out the tears
And try to ignore my fears
I cant help it is all i want to do
just scream, whisper, write, sing
I love you
June 15 For youA Day without hearing your voice
Is a day i havent lived
An hour without seeing your face
Is an hour lost forever an hour missed
A minute without facing your eyes
Is a minute i was lost
A second without you in my life
Is like every second i could have died
I need you there to hold me
I need you to be strong
For you to wait when i cant follow
To show me how we go on
If i cry these tears of sorrow
Its cause my heart breaks in two
For nothing could hurt me more
then the thougth of loosing you
Saying goodbye was the hardest part
And even know i am not realizing
How the end was so near to the start
Seems like yesterday you came to me a friend
i let you in I held you close
I danced with you in my mind
Now there is this emptyness
where your name was writen in the sand
Washed by the waves of the ocean
who stood between us till the end
I can not sleep not eat barely breathe
without you i lost my reason
without you i cease to exist
Might i find the strenght in time to see me through
I dont think i would even want to
think about my life without you
And like this i could go on forever
for your loss is just to much
So i pray for you to call me
tell me with you is my place
I long for your arms your touch your embrace
your whispers in my ears
and altho i never had a chance to feel it
I face life with you without fears
Know that i love you
Know that i am there
Know that without you
there is no me no us no when no where
you have my heart in your hands
keep it safe rigth there
without you i got no use for it
without you i despaire
I willl love you
Forever and a day
So i wait here for you my love
till the day you say
You love me May 23 All kittens nearly gone but oneWell it had to happen eventualy but its not easy after all. 3 of the kittens got adopted by a new family. Good news is that my parents desided they where going to keep one all thanks to the unending nagging of my baby sisters God bless me both !!!
They named the new cat Bolleke wich means as much as little ball :) She is such a cutie :p
Sad news does never come alone tho and to add to the departure of the kittens my parents had to put away the mother cat aswell. She got overly protective in the last weeks with the kittens she started attacking the dog who never even came close to them. She really made the house her own teritory and didnt allow him anywhere near it. Wich to the dog wasnt really fair cause it was his house aswell to start with. After a major fight between those two and a few scratches and bites to my stepdad the desision was made to remove her aswell.
I feel bad i couldnt just take her home with me to my new appartment but my landlord doesnt allow cats !!!
Oh well i hope she finds a really good new home.
So in memory of Toodles and Looky , Rio and Spooky this thread
April 07 new kittensToday my cat Toodles gave birth to her first litter.
4 lovely healthy kittens as you can see in my photoalbum. I will make sure to keep pictures from them to show how they are growing :) Sadly we are going to have to give the kittens away cause my mother wont be keeping all 4 of them.
Me and my sisters couldnt help ourselves tho from giving them names
Looky, Smacky, Bloom and Rio :)
they are absolutly adorable =)
February 28 What kind of magic Your soul houses Priest/Priestess Magic. You are very queit and usually have a neutral opinion. You also have a combination of magics, but it is hard to tell which. You are the silent, loner type and rarely give any biased opinion. You also house alot of wisdom. Animal:Owl Companion:Panther or White Tiger Quote:An optimist is a person who sees a green light everywhere. The pessimist sees only the red light. But the truly wise person is color blind. What Kind of Magic Does Your Soul House? brought to you by Quizilla February 24 Freaked out nightmares
I dont know why I got this dream but i hope i never have it again !
I dreamed last night that my mother and I where trying to flee from my stepdad. She was driving the car and i was sitting next to her in the passenger seat.
I noticed that she was backing the car up to far and that she drove it into the ice of a frozen lake.
Ofcourse the Ice couldnt keep the weight of the car and the car began to sink.
So i told her to open up the door wich she couldnt cause of the presure so i slowly opened my window to let the water flow in so i could get out when i did this i pulled the car to a part of the ice where it was stable enough to hold my weigth ( dont ask me how i pulled the car lol i must be super woman rofl) and i held it there till my mother was able to crawl out of it.
Thats the first one i could remember.
My second dream was even worse...
My sisters and I lived in a mantion near a river really gorgious house kind of like the house from Charmed ( i know its idiotic but thats just what it looked like)
One day my parents left for some shopping. I was left in charge to watch the kids. When after a few hours the cops rang at the door and told me that my mother and stepdad had had a really bad accident and both where dead.
I was left alone with the two kids and i had to tell them what happened. I had to make sure they where taken care of. I inheritate the house but i had to pay stil for theyre school and food and clothes and all that. when i realised that i so started to panic and got so scared that i was not going to be able to do that all and that i wasnt ready to take care of those kids yet on my own without anyone to help me.
I was really happy to wake up i can assure you that even if it was to go to work.
February 20 Wedding speechesGood news, my father is getting remarried. And my new stepmom to be is just absolutely adorable and nice. We do get along quite well wich is something special. Not only do we get along so well but she also asked me to be her witness on the event. I am so exited about it. Not that its my first time that i have to be a witness for a wedding but this is somewhat more special since after all its my father. The only thing that makes me quite scared are the speeches... Last time i had to speech on a wedding it wasnt all to bad but i had absolutly no clue what to say. If any of you got any bright or funny idea's feel free to let me know or post a comment i would greatly appreciate it :)
 February 08 Valentines HypeSince everyone is so busy with valentines day comming up i am starting to miss my baby more and more these days. Specialy since he is out at sea with the navy at this point. It makes me feel pretty close to all the women and wives who have a loved out out there fighting for their countries or aiding others defending theres. With this i would like to give a nice little hint of support for all of them but also for the men and guys out there who must be wishing they could have been home.
  February 01 Our AnniversaryYour touch is with me always,
It’s burnt into my skin, As soft and warm as sun rays When a summer day sets in. Your soft voice never silent, It’s forever in my ears, Serenading every moment And calming all my fears. Your arms always enfold me, The strength of angels wings, They support and protect me wholly With the safety a true love brings. While I can never repay you, For the wonder you bring to my life, I can forever be true, And forever be a true wife. January 25 The pendantToday i received the gift my love send me for my new year. And altho belated its the best gift ever besides the gift of himself in a box with my return adress on it haha.
 Miz pah The lord watch between me and thee while we are absent on from another. Genesis XXXI : 49 January 23 What dragon are you
I am a A Stone Dragon!
Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Stone Dragon on the inside.
In the war between good and evil, a Stone Dragon tends to walk the fine line of Neutrality....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon walks a fine line between Law and Chaos.... As far as magical tendancies, a Stone Dragon's nature does not lend itself well to the ways of Magic.... During combat situations, a true Stone Dragon prefers to defeat opponents by the use of spells and other tactics.... The Stone Dragon varies in color, ranging from a dark grey to nearly white. As it's name implies, it's texture is stone like, and often it's coloring will actually resemble marble, granite or some other indigenous rock.' The Stone Dragon builds it's home deep underground, using it's powerful claws to scoop earth and stone away. Did you hear me? Yes, it uses its claws to dig through stone, which also makes it a powerful fighter in close combat.' Luckily for most would be enemies, the stone dragon lives far enough in seclusion that seldom does it have a need to use either it's claws, or it's devastating lava breathe weapon. Even though the Stone Dragon lives far under the earth, it is quite social and often makes friends and allies with the deep dwarves that share it's habitat. ' This Dragons favorite elements are: Granite and Loyal Friendships Try your own test and if you like let me know what you turned out to be i am curious of type but guess every dragon is a little bit *giggles* :)
 Arent they everlasting?Carebares... my old time favorites. They spread love and hugs around for everyone and make you feel better when you feel sad
 This one is ever so hugable and on top he gives you a lot of luck.
Just couldnt resist posting thisI have Seen this one around so many times and i cant help but read it every time i come across it and realise thats exactly what my boyfriend does did and hopefully will never cease to do :)
♥тєℓℓ нєя ѕнє ιѕ вєαυтιfυℓ, иσт нσт, fιиє σя ѕєχу.♥ ♥нσℓ∂ нєя нαи∂ αт αиу мσмєит єνєи ιf ιтѕ נυѕт fσя α ѕє¢σи∂.♥ ♥lєανє нєя νσι¢є мєѕѕαgєѕ fσя нєя тσ ωαкє υρ тσ.♥ ♥αℓωαуѕ тєℓℓ нєя уσυ ℓσνє нєя αт αℓℓ тιмєѕ.♥ ♥ωнєи ѕнє ιѕ υρѕєт нσℓ∂ нєя тιgнт αи∂ тєℓℓ нєя нσω мυ¢н ѕнє мєαиѕ тσ уσυ.♥ ♥яє¢σgиιѕє тнє ѕмαℓℓ тнιиgѕ, тнєу υѕυαℓℓу мєαи тнє мσѕт.♥ ♥ѕιиg тσ нєя иσ мαттєя нσω нσяяιвℓє уσυя νσι¢є ιѕ.♥ ♥ρι¢к нєя σνєя αℓℓ тнє σтнєя gιяℓѕ уσυ нαиg συт ωιтн.♥ ♥ιитяσ∂υ¢є нєя тσ fαмιℓу αи∂ fяιєи∂ѕ αѕ уσυя gιяℓfяιєи∂.♥ ♥ρℓαу ωιтн нєя нαιя.♥ ♥ρι¢к нєя υρ, тι¢кℓє нєя αи∂ ρℓαу ωяєѕтℓє ωιтн нєя.♥ ♥ѕιт ιи тнє ραяк αи∂ נυѕт тαℓк тσ нєя.♥ ♥тєℓℓ нєя fυииу נσкєѕ, тєℓℓ нєя ѕтυρι∂ נσкєѕ, נυѕт тєℓℓ нєя נσкєѕ.♥ ♥тняσω ρєввℓєѕ αт нєя ωιи∂σω ιи тнє мι∂∂ℓє σf тнє иιgнт נυѕт вє¢αυѕє уσυ мιѕѕє∂ нєя.♥ ♥lєт нєя fαℓℓ αѕℓєєρ ιи уσυя αямѕ.♥ ♥¢αяνє уσυя иαмєѕ ιитσ α тяєє.♥ ♥ιf ѕнєѕ мα∂ αт уσυ, кιѕѕ нєя.♥ ♥вяιиg нєя flσωєяѕ.♥ ♥тяєαт нєя тнє ѕαмє αяσυи∂ уσυя fяιєи∂ѕ αѕ уσυ ∂σ ωнєи уσυ'яє αℓσиє.♥ ♥lσσк нєя ιи тнє єуєѕ αи∂ ѕмιℓє.♥ ♥lєт нєя тαкє αѕ мαиу ρι¢тυяєѕ σf уσυ αѕ ѕнє ωαитѕ.♥ ♥ѕℓσω ∂αи¢є ωιтн нєя, єνєи ιf тнєяє ιѕит αиу мυѕι¢ ρℓαуιиg.♥ ♥кιѕѕ нєя ιи тнє яαιи.♥ ♥ιf уσυ'яє ιи ℓσνє ωιтн нєя... тєℓℓ нєя.♥ January 21 Knighty nightLast night was a night of stopping dreams and starting new ones but in the end i only recall fractions of what happened in them.
I know my first big dream was going on in a very midevil scene.
We where all sitting at a big banquette in the middle of a beautiful green valley. My father the king (who actualy looked like the guy that plays capt. Picard in starwars *giggles*) and my handsome Prince Charming played by my lovely thief of hearts Matthew. We where enjoying a lovely jausting and sword fight show when a man came up to my father and they had a big discussion about lands borders. All of a sudden my father dualed him but the coward said he wouldnt do that but he would give him a dual to the face and then back hand slapped my father across his cheeck making him drop to the ground.
My prince jumped up and i screamed in fright. I ran to my father and Matthew said he would take up the dual in his place i stood infront of him my hand on his cheeck wishing him good luck. then i woke up.
Second part was that a woman that works in our kitchen at work came to my house for something i cant really recall. She left fairly fast after taking what she came for. I think it was a coat if i recall correctly.
But i feel a bit bad i havent had the opportunity to finish my Middle aged dream i love those dreams :) Maybe mr. sandman will grant me another one tonight :) January 18 Dreaaaaam dream dream dream dream ....First dream My first dream i met an old friend of mine again. Her name was Ellen. I hadnt seen her for ages and she looked great. Altho it seemed she and her family had moved to the states. She asked if i wanted to come along to pick up some of her stuff. So i desided i would. We drove to her house what in my dream was in the US. I told her i recognized the places from when i went to visit matthew. after picking up the stuff we went back to our home city where she dropped me off at the busstop so i could get back home. Second dream My second dream i was on a market place and one of my old friends Sylvia had given birth to a baby. She was totaly obsessed by the child and tought everyone getting close to it would harm it. So i tried to explain it to her and ask her to cool down a bit but she wouldnt listen and started fighting me. I was obviously stronger then her but every time i got her attention to listen to me something came up. I desided to get out of her view and leave it be but she saw me go away and followed me leaving her baby behind in its carridge. Her sister that all of a sudden apeared there (altho Sylvia doesnt have any sisters in real life) tried to calm her down too. I tols sylvia that she forgot her baby and she ran off to find it. Sylvia's sister told me a camera crew wanted to talk to me for a show on tv. I desided to go along with it but the crew was still busy practice shooting. The woman that represented the show said i could pick out a piece of jewelry at one of the stands for my cooperation. I found nothing that seemed worth while but i desided to go for a ring even tho it looked bad. I tried on some diamond rings and other stuffies but my fingers where to big for them to look pretty. when i found the ring i wanted i woke up. January 17 Noorse Bruiloft. (Mega oude vers)De noorse bruiloft onder gedonder stortend naar onder woest woelt het water machtig en puur oeroude bomen krachtige stromen zingen in de natuur kom speel viool en blaas de schalmei vier met muziek de bruiloftspartij zingende snaren, dansende paren feesten in de natuur ruggen gebogen bloedrode ogen rauw zijn de stemmen laat is het uur trollen en dwergen komen van bergen zingen een lied vol vuur sla op het hout en kras in de lei vier met lawaai de bruiloftspartij lelijke gnomen zullen zo komen kom schaar je rond het vuur vikingen namen toen zij hier kwamen prachtige schatten met zich mee machtige strijders waren hun leiders zwierven al over zee dood is hun lichaam levend de geest dit wordt een feest als nooit is geweest hoor je ze schreeuwen krijsende meeuwen en 't ruisen van de zee If you ever stop loving meMy old man's backhand used to land,
By Montgomery Gentry.
January 16 Freaky dreamWell its official works causes me not to remember my dreams. For today i didnt have to work and it all came back to me as i woke up.
I had been a vampire in my dream !! Eeek... Not only that but i recall i was in a appartment. It was pretty small only a square wide really with windows on all 4 sides. I got a call from someone telling me i had to be carefull that night cause lycans where on the loose and they where out looking for me. So i desided to close all the curtains and dim the light. But after i closed the curtains i found that i couldnt turn off the light so it was still obvious someone was in the house. I figured i would just leave home and go to a crowded place where a assault would be discovered faster. So after closing the door i went down the steps and all of a sudden bumped into another vamp who was obviously in panic. She said she had killed a few lycans and that the main tribe leader was after her now.
Much against my instict i told her we would go find him before he could find us and try to see if we could throw it on a deal with him.
When we found him it seemed to have been a trap and the vampire girl comming to get me set me up to bring me to him in return for beeing left alone.
I started running away from him cause i obviously had no chance against him and his minions but i couldnt get far cause on the border beyond the getto of the city was a huge field of fire rocks and lava that noone could cross. I risked myself to hide in there tho for a little while until the lycans gave up comming after me. Then i woke up ...
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